I know a lot of people who feel this way, two are close friends who're also transitioning. If you feel like this, what may help is finding a significant other, one who's honest, doesn't mind the occasional breakdown and genuinely finds your body type and style sense attractive.

That sounds like asking for a unicorn among ponies, I know. Yet it's worth the effort, and it's not impossible. There are billions of people on the planet, it's a statistical certainty you'll find *someone* if you look!

It's hard to find anything positive with your appearance when the only person admiring you is yourself; all you're ever hearing are criticisms.